Gay porn star Jake Genesis has quit the game due to his religious beliefs and has also issued a formal apology, in which he denounces his former career as one that “destroys families, relationships and lives.”
According to Queer Pig, Jake took the porn industry “by storm” last year when he shot his first scene for Kristen Bjorn, later going on to work for fellow studios Raging Stallion, Lucas Entertainment and Men at Play, among others.
Describing himself as “the porn model you can take home to mom, ” Genesis apparently lives in Madrid, has a degree in philosophy and served eight years as a police officer.
Then a few months ago, Genesis quietly deactivated his Twitter and Facebook profiles, as well as his website. He explained his decision to pull out (#DickShtick) in an email to Queer Pig:
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A little less than a year ago, I began a short but intense career in the adult entertainment industry. There were lots of factors that lead me to that place at that time. Many of those factors I am only now beginning to understand. What is undeniable is that, despite the factors which contributed to that decision, that decision was my decision and I am responsible for having made it. I am responsible for the effects and consequences of my actions. I was not forced, coerced, or tricked into doing pornography. I was not economically destitute or without other options.
I had low self-esteem, I was depressed, I felt I had nothing to lose and I did not fear or care about the consequences of my actions. My choice was arrogant and it was selfish. I hurt people as a result of the choice that I made. I hurt my family. I hurt my friends. I hurt my brothers and former colleagues in the police department in which I served and the religious order of which I was a member. I hurt the men with whom I filmed pornography through my participation in the industry and I hurt the countless people who have seen what I did and who will see it. I take full responsibility for my decision. I accept the consequences, both known and unknown, of my decision. With a contrite and broken heart I ask the mercy and forgiveness of those who were hurt by my involvement in the pornographic industry.
The aptly named Genesis goes on to cite his deep, religious beliefs as the main impetus for his premature emancipation and hints at plans to document his “journey of reconciliation, forgiveness and redemption”:
Anyone who has followed my career knows that I am a Catholic. As such, the path to reconciliation with God and with the Church is relatively clear: through the ministry of the Church God’s mercy is infinite and His love with without limit. Forgiving myself for what I have done and finding the humility and the words to seek the forgiveness of others is another, more difficult matter. Part of that journey will involve investigation how I lived 8 months of my life in absolute contradiction to who I know I really am. That investigation will likely involve writing about my experiences.
He adds that his only advice for anyone who wants to be a porn star is simply “not to do it…ever,” even if that means having to work at “Starbucks or the GAP.” Ironically, Genesis appeared in pornos with both of those titles.*
Meanwhile, we understand how Genesis publicly knowing a bunch of dudes in the Biblical sense may have hurt those closest to him, but whatever damage was done to his “countless” voyeurs was purely self-inflicted. And with pleasure.
*Not really
niles
Just a matter of time until Mr. “Genesis” joins the ranks of the ex-gay haters. He’s already spouting Catholic propaganda.
BritAus
Fucking catholics – AGAIN !
” … I hurt the countless people who have seen what I did and who will see it …”
Honey, I may have sprained my wrist once or twice, but dats about it !!!!
LOL
oilburner
This dude is stupid and annoying . I hate ass-/holes like this…
Gigi Gee
“Anyone who has followed my career knows that I am a Catholic.”
Who the hell knows the religious affiliations of guys they fap to? I’ve been depressed but and I’ve been in great shape but “hey I should do porn” was not the first thing that came to my mind. Best of luck to you sir.
Gigi Gee
Hahaha! Just went to his website. There’s an apology and a link to some Catholic website.
At the bottom of the page – Webdesign by QueerPig.com
Captain proton
Didn’t he have a “public affair” with co-star Seth Knight recently?
They even twitted photos of a quick blowjob while out driving together somewhere.
J.c.
typical and so cliché story. Apparently his self esteem is quite high now since he thinks any of us gives a shit! (lol)
Hotflesh
Every person is different and he had an epiphany to quit the business now though he could have worked for many more years even being an older model due to his popularity. Not sure if they are still together but had it not been for pornography he would not have met Seth Knight who I thought was his bf. Best of luck to him on his personal journey although the issue of whether to do pornography or not rests with the adult individual.
Dakotahgeo
I admire HIS loyalty to HIS church and HIS decision to repent. Best wishes, Jake!
rextrek
…as soon as you started with the religious crap – I wanna Throw up…….!!! couldnt you just say – it wasn’t for me…I tried it, didnt like it – and well…I made the wrong decision. Once you interject Voodoo crap – turns me off…..God/shcmod/jesus/cheeeses…..Once you interject religion into your reasoning – you sound like a mental case!
Ferris8
He is well known in the industry for being a nut case and a pathological liar. His ego was so out of control that he thought he would be the next huge star, and as it turns out, not that many people even cared. So now, he has to turn all anti-porn and anti-gay spouting Catholic bullshit to “get even” with the industry that scorned him. Weird basket case, but hopefully we have heard the last from this loser.
Merv
This is why you should never ever trust a gay Christian. If he’s not there already, he’s certainly going to go “ex-gay” and start publicly trashing gay people at every opportunity and on every media outlet that will have him. It’s exactly where all gay Christians end up.
Mark
He will probably continue to have sex with guys; It’s virtually the same thing just without the money. I guess he will be asking for forgiveness for the rest of his life!!!!!!
Caliban
Meh. Never heard of him. But like others have said, it’s one thing he’d said he regretted getting into the porn industry, regretted embarrassing friends and family, and doesn’t believe getting into porn was good for him or anyone else, but once he brings Catholicism and the Sky Fairy into it it just becomes blather to me. I wonder how many priests have fapped to his “sinful” porn?
QJ201
Attractive men with hot bods and 7 inch dicks are a dime a dozen in porn. He will soon be replaced…well he has already, seems it’s all about Paddy O’Brien these days.
tookietookie
I like how he’s kept in touch with Queer Pig. That’s delightfully sentimental. Good for him.
Enjoy your child rape religion, Mr. Genesis.
BigWoody
@Caliban: “…Sky Fairy…” LOL.
RELIGION=MYTHOLOGY
tazz602
@Captain proton: Notice he didn’t say he was ex-gay or denounced his homosexuality – just his involvement in porn. That’s the only thing he is apologizing for. I think @Ferris8 is right – sounds more like an ego problem than anything else.
tardis
I love porn, but I can’t help but think that it’s the worst decision a person can make. Sure there’s those few well rounded individuals who know what they’re doing and why they’re doing it, but for the most part people usually have other reason that cloud their judgements. Not criticizing it, but merely remarking a reality of the industry. As I said before, I love porn, but I’d never consciously do something like that. Then again, who knows, maybe I would. I don’t know anything about this guy, but I wish him the best. Hopefully he finds whatever he’s looking for.
fredo777
@tookietookie:
According to the QueerPig site that is linked to from the bottom of Jake’s website, Mr. Genesis is a member of the cast for Lucas Entertainment’s “Original Sinners”, a film w/ costars like Adam Killian + (since he was just brought up) Paddy O’Brian, which isn’t even released yet. I kind of figured that he stopped doing porn a while back before this public apology:
http://bit.ly/ZqA3qL
sfbeast
hot body, not so hot brain
viveutvivas
Poor misguided soul. His new drug is now apparently religious fundamentalism, with which he is going to hurt people for real, as opposed to the harmless fun he provided with his porn.
tookietookie
@fredo777: Maybe this is some bizarro promotional stunt for ‘Original Sinners’, LOL
Taliaferro
Odd, I remember an on line posting where he was glorying in his tattoos, built body, and video career – and it was not that long ago. In any case, those films he did make will live on long after his fame does. It seems to me that while he was riding high, he enjoyed it all. Perhaps his wooden stiff performances and a decline in demand have something to do with it. And I am sorry but anyone with that many tattoos and that obviously seriously built body is going to have some problems living a pure Christian life.
fredo777
@tookietookie: “Maybe this is some bizarro promotional stunt for ‘Original Sinners’, LOL”
I swear, the thought did cross my mind…
Northboy
” … I hurt the countless people who have seen what I did and who will see it …”
Oh, Jake – please hurt me again. I want it bad!!!!!!!!
B Damion
This only helps to perpetuate the idea that most folks who get into porn have some sort of emotional dysfunction.
i wish him the best and hope that he finds himself, because he seems lost.
dvlaries
Well, as long as Landon Conrad, Trenton Ducati, Jeremy Stevens, Paddy O’Brian, Jessy Ares, Kyle King, Tim Kruger, Liam Magnuson, Dean Monroe, Colby Jansen, Logan Vaughn, Brock Russell, Ridge Michaels, Trevor Knight, Morgan Black and Paul Wagner still have product out there, I’ll try to survive, Jake
*
Goodbye and good luck.
Davennc
And what’s so wrong about Starbucks and the Gap? At least they offer their employees health benefits…..
Motlee
the roller coaster ride of confused catholic gays… what is wrong with porn? it is immensely pleasurable with consenting adults doing it. it does not harm as long as one consents to do it, to watch it or to work it…
mykelb
So, it turns out he’s just a pussy after all.
LeNair Xavier
As a former porn actor (Tre Xavier), I can understand Jake Genesis’ decision to a point. I grew up Christian, but it wasn’t so much my religious beliefs that made me quit doing studio-based porn. It was my values in general. Also, I wasn’t hurting for money, and a Black man in gay porn, you don’t make as much as White porn actors anyway, but that’s another article Queerty should get into.
Anyway, when I got into porn (2005) gay acceptance was not as mainstream as it is today, so porn was the only place a question male could see some reflection of himself. So I got into porn partially to let males questioning their orientation know that if they realize that they’re gay that there’s nothing wrong with them. However, things done in the industry (like gay-for-pay) showed that the studio-heads could care less about that. EVEN THOUGH by being gay, they lived it themselves.
So whether the people in it are consenting or not, I agree with Jake Genesis by saying that the gay porn industry as a whole does PLENTY OF HARM. Regardless of whether you’re producing it, directing it, screwing in it, or watching/learning from it. It’s the reason the sexual habits of our community (like racial expectations and BDSM) are as screwed up as they are.
And those that refuse to see it, thereby spewing the most hate on Jake Genesis are those among us who want to get off regardless of whatever and WHOever’s cost it comes at.
sirald66
IQ2 Debate: Pornography is Good For Us – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AASzf68w1JU
Ann Mason
I’m not sure if I’ve ever met anyone who works in porn, but it seems like a career motivated by low self-esteem.
The man who is quoted in the above article — whom I never heard of until now — sounds confused. However, there’s one thing which we should find reassuring: he isn’t quoted as apologizing for being gay.
Jake Genesis isn’t the first porn star to say weird things after ending his career. After marrying and having children, Linda Lovelace wrote two books which produced as much controversy as her so-called acting career. No witnesses supported her claims of being brutalized and coerced, so it was never clear what really happened in her case.
Voyeurism and exhibitionism are common human impulses, and some people use poor judgment with both. That said, we should expect things to get a little bit weird.
MK Ultra
Depression, shame, and guilt – religious predators have a extra strong sense of smell for these victims.
They’re easy prey.
The thing is, religion isn’t a cure. It actually cases people to wallow in guilt and shame. It’s a pacifier like drugs, alcohol, or gambling, which in the end will only multiply negative feelings.
You want to alleviate guilt, shame, stress – go out and do good, altruistic deeds for the world.
Bowing to the world’s largest child sex trade – the catholic church – and giving them money and obedience doesn’t help anyone, including oneself.
D9W
The part about it upset his family and friends- Well what part of it’s not about them does this guy not understand? I am wondering if all his family, friends, and religion are really that codependent? That his actions alone is the reason the world turns in their dogma? Talk about legend in his own mind. I am sorry but I am not buying it.
As for his ‘Order’: Is that the Order of Rossi and her five sisters? Because his guilt is so 1499.
@sirald66 Don’t forget that May is Masturbation Month- http://now.msn.com/national-masturbation-month-is-in-may . How did Queerty miss that one?
Spike
HA HA HA, talk about the 5 Steps of a self hating gay.
Step 1. Build your ego by working out and looking at yourself as physically superior to others.
Step 2. Get a bunch of tattoos and look at yourself as superior to others.
Step 3. Get into gay pron because it pays better then being a trainer and allows you to continue to feed for ego.
Step 4. Start doing meth in order to blur the reality that you are not all that your ego tells you you should be.
Step 5. Become a born again nutbagg christian, blame self esteem for everything gay and denounce everything not christian like.
Funny thing is, his image and videos of fucking ass or getting fucked by dick will have a life eternal on the internet!
viveutvivas
@Spike, pretty good post, except NOTHING EVER actually builds up that fragile ego.
Raziel Kainne
i am so sick of these “holier than thou” asses who think they’re so important that they have to tell the world how sorry they are for being______ (in this case, working in the porn industry/gay.) really? you’re opinion is so sought after that you need to publicly “apologize” for something that isn’t important to anyone else so that you can feel assuaged of your prior actions? does that make it go away? does that make you “non-gay” or erase your film “career?”
“poor self-esteem?” perhaps in your case. and it continues to compound if you have to apologize for being gay, having gay interests or working in a perfectly acceptable industry that paid you for your time and, quite frankly, orgasms. the porn industry, as well as all sex work, is arguably not only an acceptable avenue for revenue but fills a basic need that all of us have: the need for sex and sexual gratification. all of this christianized (read: any organized belief that bases it’s philosophy off of death, sin and elitism,) moralistic bullshit isn’t going to save you or anyone else from your fears or the world from it’s woes- it’s just adding to them.
i accept that the sex industry is filled with those who have poor self-esteem, drug and alcohol (and other) abuse, looksism, sexism, racism, agism etc. along with a host of other problem but these very basic human foibles and realities appear in all lines of employment. to damn a whole industry is not only childish but dangerous to those who choose to do such work.
the world needs humanizing, loving solutions based on individual freedom with respect for the greater good. the time for fear as the basis for rule has got to stop. we all have to face our fears but to force others to comply with our own choices by deciding what’s best for those others is not the answer. if it were, since this selfish way has been status quo for thousands of years, the world would have evolved way pasted this shit along time ago.
go in peace and take care of each other.
Derek Williams
If he wants to get out his porn career, fair enough, but this is jumping from the frying pan into the fire.
Happens too often. Next thing we’ll be getting the “ex-gay” pallaver, and then the inevitable “ex-ex-gay”.
Ho hum.
WhyteRabbit
why is it always ex-porn stars and wrestlers that have this great awakening to christ?
Joetx
Another ‘mo allows religion to f w/ his head.
Sad.
Victor_in_PA
Well, that’s ONE way to get free publicity! Not good publicity but still, it’s a way to get your face and bod back in the limelight if you feel people aren’t paying enough attention. If he were serious, he’d have just faded away and not made a big deal out of it. No, instead he has to go public and let everyone KNOW what that he doesn’t like the attention. Publicity stunt.
Kkilee
I wonder he still is gay because he didn’t say he was ex-gay or denounced his homosexuality.
He will probably continue to have sex with men.
Akod69
hmmm… i think he’s bored, not stimulated with what he’s doing, or he’s afraid to face that one day he’s fame will be diminished then disappear… so now he needs some extra attention from the public… Or it could also be he’s now dating a catholic priest, or a monseigneur, perhaps?!… just being sarcastic here… anyway, jake, i’m still your fan… 😉
wakeupscreaming
I can’t believe the bitchiness coming from the majority of the commenters.
Let’s give you a cold splash of reality while you come up for air inbetween some guys ass:
1st off – stfu when have nothing good to say. He didn’t say anything about becoming “ex-gay”.
2ndly – If you are dissapointed he’s retiring, then volunteer yourself with a webcam show on xtube and give the link to all of us and announce your fucking porn career. If you aren’t a porn star, or can’t be one, because you have too many wrinkles and rolls, shut the fuck up judging others.
3rdly – He’s actually got good advice for younger gays. More than you fucks can offer.
4thly – Learn the difference between Christian and Catholic before opening your fucking ignorant cakeholes.
Lastly – It’s his life. STFU.
Kkilee
Jake Genesis’s real name is jake floyd http://www.examiner.com/article/former-oakland-cop-s-new-role-gay-porn-star
Dev.C
@wakeupscreaming:
Catholics are Christians, If you pray to Jesus that makes you a Christian.
If it wasn’t for Catholics your annoying Christian bible wouldn’t exist.
Don’t worry, you’re all sheep in guys eyes.
Dev.C
@Dev.C:
Sorry, meant to say you’re all sheep in God’s eyes.
Dev.C
Why are so many people in love with Paddy O Brian , he’s a gay4payer.
He’s no better if not worse than Jake Genesis, self loathing has no jurisdiction.
Kkilee
Oddity reactivated his Twitter @jakegenesis
Kkilee
Oddity reactivated his Twitter http://www.twitter.com/jakegenesis
taoalwyn
Message to Jake:
No need to apologise, but thanks the sentiment.
Message to others on “Queerty”:
If we were all a little more ’rounded individuals’ we should be able to forgive someone who appears to be feeling hurt. It doesn’t matter what the reason is they are not, as the saying goes, ‘in a good place’. There’s no need to feel threatened by his decision, it doesn’t actually affect us.
Just wish him well….
D9W
Just wish him well… with a swift kick where it counts, and telling him “don’t let the door hit you on the way out.”
To put it bluntly: I don’t have time for phony people.
Djd
Meh, let him enjoy HIS church. Meanwhile, I’ll enjoy the video of him getting his hot ass nailed by Christian Wilde’s beautiful penis (as can be found on pornmd, I advise you go see!)
Adoni
Wow he’s really messed up & troubled. I feel sorry for him. He needs a good therapist, not a church.
Ogre Magi
and people wonder why I hate christianity so much!
Brawny71
Ladies and gentleman, the new John Paulk. One question: Was he gay before getting into porn or was he Gay For Pay? If he was gay, then watch him pull a Paulk and blame his poor life choices on his sexual orientation.
Sheriff69
@Merv: I take exception to this comment. I’ve been Christian (Catholic) for 26 years and have been gay for more. Everyone handles issues differently and shouldn’t be criticized for it. I’ve had my issues with the Church, but in the end it will be God as my sole Judge, not the Church. I know plenty of people you shouldn’t trust that don’t go to church. I think Jake handled the entire situation very poorly. That will be his Cross to bear and no one else’s. For the record, I go to Holy Redeemer Catholic Church twice a week. I wish Jake and everyone the best of luck and long life. May God bless you all! Yes, God blesses gays too.
Mick
Jake feels bad about upsetting his family and friends. Sad. What about his upsetting his co-workers in the adult entertainment industry by bowing out? I think they count: God doesn’t dis-count them because of their profession in porn.
commentssf
Hahha I know him personally. Jacob Floyd
Tsc tsc
KJMBUZZ
I have always been a big fan and friend, but for Jake to use the Catholic religion as a escape. He is still gay which the Catholic condemn and has sex with young boys in there teens. Sounds like he was around to many priests.
Rick Grimes
Wow… sad to read all the comments from all the haters on here. Free speech is not intendeded for just those bashers on here. Everyone has a right to free speech. Too bad so many on here decide to use this privileged right to be hateful, instead of using the power of free speech to be positive and supportive of others for their choices & decisions whether we agree/disagree or understand or not. We all have our journey.
enlightenone
@Adoni: “Wow he’s really messed up & troubled. I feel sorry for him. He needs a good therapist, not a church.”
Keeping it 100!
enlightenone
@Rick Grimes: “…Too bad so many on here decide to use this privileged right to be hateful,”
Your collar is on too tight!
norodeocowboy
@Gigi Gee: Do we even know that he’s gay? It’s not as though “gay for pay” is an unknown phenomenon. There’s no shortage of women who’ve gone major slut for no better reason than low self esteem or a jones for exhibitionism.