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Ian Somerhalder: A Love Letter

somerhalderIan Somerhalder knows how to seduce us. Long before he played the devious and handsome Damon Salvatore on the CW’s The Vampire Diaries, he flaunted his sexuality in a pair of whitey tighties and made out with James Van Der Beek as the openly gay Paul Denton in The Rules of Attraction.

I was eighteen when Rules hit theaters in the fall of 2002, and it seemed like every WB (now CW) actor starred in the film: Jessica Biel, Kate Bosworth and, of course, James Van Der Beek. Actors I recognized not only because of their celebrity and frequent tabloid escapades, but as faces of my generation. However there was one face that was unfamiliar: a porcelain face, with cool blue eyes, dark hair and unnaturally rosy cheeks. That face belonged to Ian Somerhalder.

I had just come out of the closet when Ian flaunted his sexuality into my life. I was in complete acceptance of liking boys; however; the gay world was still this undiscovered frontier that only existed when I snuck into gay bars or met boys off of XY.com. I was terrified of my emerging lisp and was still dealing with the ridicule I endured from attending a small private high school. At the time there were no Kurt Hummels or Blain Andersons, characters that showed what happened after you came out of the closet, and the revolution one openly gay boy was capable of inspiring.

But then there was Ian, who was a beacon of hope. Ian played Paul Denton as a character who was in complete control of his sexuality. Paul was in college, liberated from bullies and was at the center of his own world. He openly dated men, spent his free time doing yoga on the front lawn of his dorm, and made out with James Van Der Beek (note Van Der Beek played big man on campus “Sean Bateman” in the movie). Van Der Beek was still hot off the Dawson’s Creek fame, and was arguably one of the most profiled leading men in America at the time. To see these two men kiss on screen was jaw dropping, if not groundbreaking.

Ian’s portrayal represented a new world order. The tide was shifting for the LGBT community and we were being integrated into the mainstream media. I didn’t have to be afraid to openly hit on men or practice my downward dog in public. Ian taught me my body and sexuality were beautiful, amazing feats of biological architect, and it was okay to embrace it.

By:           PAUL FLOREZ
On:           May 16, 2013
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  • 8 Comments
    • balehead
      balehead

      Stop stalking straight guys! Next you’ll call him a closet case cause you can’t have him!….such “cyberlosers” and “cyberbullies” on this site…

      May 16, 2013 at 10:23 am · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • QuintoLover
      QuintoLover

      What? Isn’t that his brother on the show? Why would he kiss him? I’m sorry you had a really rough time with your sexuality but don’t tell shows and movies to force situations to show the good side of gays. It has to come naturally.

      May 16, 2013 at 1:08 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Jay
      Jay

      Maybe you could ask the moderators to remove this embarrassing thread you started.

      Oh, and if you’re not embarrassed, you should be.

      May 16, 2013 at 3:22 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Cam
      Cam

      @balehead:

      Please point out exactly where this “Bullying” occurred in this post. It’s a bit fangirlish but your comment seems weirdly offpoint.

      May 16, 2013 at 3:28 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Niall
      Niall

      I’m really trying to figure out the point of this article, I really am, nothing has come to me yet though

      May 16, 2013 at 4:50 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Jeff
      Jeff

      I loved this article. This actor, unknowingly, jump started an identity revolution for the author. Plus, Ian is nice eye candy. Overall, great to see some personal, self-reflective content on this site.

      May 16, 2013 at 6:07 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • balehead
      balehead

      Sounds like another gay narcissistic stalker to me!…..

      May 16, 2013 at 9:12 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Homophile
      Homophile

      Wow, this really went over some heads around here.

      May 17, 2013 at 1:51 am · @ReplyReply to this comment ·

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