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Tyler Glenn Of Neon Trees Reveals Intimate Thoughts On Coming Out

Justin Hackworth PhotographyYesterday we reported that Tyler Glenn, Mormon synth-rocker frontman of Neon Trees, came out in an interview with Rolling Stone.

Late Monday night, he wrote a thoughtful message to his fans via facebook, explaining his decision a bit more and sharing what it means to him.

We thought it was a pretty gutsy move, so here is his note in full:

I don’t think I’m special for being a gay man. That’s not why I came out. I didn’t come out so all of you could say “i knew it” based on the clothes I wear or the way I dance. I never even thought I’d have to come out.

I’d be the 50 yr old living with dogs hiding my relationships living on a beach somewhere. Maybe then i’d be comfortable with it. But it was last summer, writing songs for the new album, being so fed up with “hiding” and being so ready to be “free” that I poured my heart out into music more than I’d ever had before. Music indeed was my first love. Not a boy. It was music that I had always had a torrid love affair with. I felt I owed him, the music, or her, the song. I had to be honest with that relationship.

It was the moment I let myself write about the years spent in falling for my straight friend or the song I let myself write about thinking it was ok to be alone forever because it was better than explaining myself. It was those truths that came out before I decided to. You can’t hide away forever. I don’t think i was even trying. But music never let me lie. Something always would come out in the songs.

So now you know what you may have always assumed. Good for you. How does it feel? Do you want a “gaydar” award? Do you want to be pat on the back because you can “spot them”?

It is not news. It is not meant to be salacious. Until you know what it’s like to hide, to keep away true happiness out of fear. That’s when you truly understand what it’s like. It’s not about coming out to wave a flag in another’s face. At least it’s not for me. For me its about finding the purist of peace. The absolute settling of my soul. The clearest vision of the road I want to take.

I’m 30. I don’t want to die anymore. I want to really live. Honestly, and fully. What an amazing place to be. For me it was a place I never cared about. Now all I want is to be honest.

That’s what this whole “coming out” thing is for me. It’s been quite a real and beautiful day to have so much compassion and love coming from strangers, fans that have been there since the beginning, new fans, family, friends. For someone like me, the eternal self deprecator, i just want to say thank you.
I guess the last thing I want to say tonight and for now is if you’re like me, a wanderer, a questioner, a soul searcher, a dreamer, or misunderstood for any reason at all: Come out.

Come out as a wanderer. Come out as a questioner. One day it wont matter. But it still does. Come out as YOU. That’s all I really can say. That’s what i’d say to me at 21, the scared return mormon missionary who knew this part of himself but loved God too. You can do both. Don’t let anyone tell you you can’t.

All my love and hope, and for now, back to the music.

XO Your friend, Tyler.

By:           Dan Tracer
On:           Mar 25, 2014
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  • 5 Comments
    • TVC 15
      TVC 15

      I don’t know who this guy is, but good for him. Cheers!

      Mar 25, 2014 at 12:51 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Niall
      Niall

      Not to be insensitive, but Shocker!

      Mar 25, 2014 at 1:39 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • QuintoLover
      QuintoLover

      @Niall: Did you completely ignore his quotes in the article???

      Mar 25, 2014 at 2:08 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Alan down in Florida
      Alan down in Florida

      May you find love, true and everlasting.

      Mar 25, 2014 at 2:48 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·
    • Matt1961
      Matt1961

      When I read he’d come out, I told my boyfriend ‘told you so’. haha. For me it was probably more hope and lust than gaydar that gave me the impression that he was gay. At any rate, what a great message he has given, and I hope he finds a partner / boyfriend / lover / husband some day. He’s a great talent and awfully adorable.

      Mar 28, 2014 at 3:58 pm · @ReplyReply to this comment ·

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