Michelle Shocked Distances Herself From Anti-Gay Stance: “I Judge Not”

302px-MichelleShockedCropMichelle Shocked rocketed back into the news this week when word got out that she went on an anti-gay tirade during a show in San Francisco, leading a mass walkout by the audience.

In the wake of the incident, almost all of the venues on her upcoming tour cancelled her appearances.

Now Shocked has released an open letter that addressed the incident, in which she insists she’s not intolerant and apologizes that “I don’t always express myself as clearly as I should.”

I do not, nor have I ever, said or believed that God hates homosexuals (or anyone else). I said that some of His followers believe that. I believe intolerance comes from fear, and these folks are genuinely scared. When I said “Twitter that Michelle Shocked says “God hates faggots,” I was predicting the absurd way my description of, my apology for, the intolerant would no doubt be misinterpreted. The show was all music, and the audience tweets said they enjoyed it. The commentary came about ten minutes later, in the encore.

And to those fans who are disappointed by what they’ve heard or think I said, I’m very sorry: I don’t always express myself as clearly as I should. But don’t believe everything you read on Facebook or twitter. My view of homosexuality has changed not one iota. I judge not. And my statement equating repeal of Prop 8 with the coming of the End Times was neither literal nor ironic: it was a description of how some folks – not me – feel about gay marriage.

The show, and the rant, was spontaneous. As for those applauding my so-called stance that “God Hates Faggots,” I say they should be met with mercy, not hate. And I hope that what remains of my audience will meet that intolerance with understanding, even of those who might hate them.

Folks wonder about my sexuality, but denying being gay is like saying I never beat my husband. My sexuality is not at issue. What is being questioned is my support for the LGBT community, and that has never wavered. Music and activism have always been part of my work and my journey, which I hope and intend to continue. I’d like to say this was a publicity stunt, but I’m really not that clever, and I’m definitely not that cynical.

But I am damn sorry. If I could repeat the evening, I would make a clearer distinction between a set of beliefs I abhor, and my human sympathy for the folks who hold them. I say this not because I want to look better. I have no wish to hide my faults, and – clearly – I couldn’t if I tried.

With love,


“I don’t always express myself as clearly as I should?” Aren’t you a veteran performer whose entire career is based on expressing yourself?
Perhaps sensing readers might not get her point, Shocked followed-up with another statement:

I believe in a God who loves everyone, and my faith tells me to do my best to also love everyone. Everyone: gay or straight, stridently gay, self-righteously faithful; left or right, far left, far right; good, bad, or indifferent. That’s the law: everyone.

I may disagree with someone’s most fervently held belief, but I will not hate them. And in this controversy, that means speaking for Christians with opinions I in no way share about homosexuality. Will I endorse them? Never. Will I disavow them? Never.

I stand accused of forsaking the LGBT community for a Christianity which is – hear me now – anathema to my understanding of faith. I will no doubt take future flack for saying so. I’m accused of believing that “God hates fags” and that the repeal of Prop 8 will usher in the End Times.

Well, if I caused such an absurdity, I am damn sorry. To be clear: I am not now, nor have I ever been, a member of any so-called faith preaching intolerance of anyone. Again, anyone: straight or gay, believers or not: that’s the law.

That means upholding my punk rock values in the most evangelical enclaves and, in this case, speaking up for the most fearful of fundamentalists in, well, a San Francisco music hall full of Michelle Shocked fans.

As an artist in this time of unbearable culture wars, I understand: this means trouble, and this is neither the first nor last time trouble has come my way. And that’s fine by me.

I know the fear many in the evangelical community feel about homosexual marriage, as I understand the fear many in the gay community feel toward the self-appointed faithful. I have and will continue speaking to both. Everything else – Facebook, Twitter, whatever – is commentary.

For a rambling press statement, this letter is actually very carefully worded: You’ll notice she doesn’t make any declarative statements supporting LGBT equality ordenouncing Prop 8, or say anything that would indicate she believes gay people are just as good and decent as straights.

What we get is a lot of “I’m not a hater” jargon. Well, we’ve all seen anti-gay leaders who insist they’re not intolerant or hateful because they only want what’s best for us—to be delivered from the sin of homosexuality.
We had originally considered the incident at Yoshi’s was actually a PR move on Shocked’s part—her popularity among both mainstream fans and and the dyke-rock crowd has fizzled, so why not make a Hail Mary play for the religious right? (Just ask Stephen Baldwin and Victoria Jackson for details.)
But it’s hard to reconcile this kind of watered-down statement with a ploy like that. It’s also hard to assume it was a mental-health episode, as some had speculated, since this letter was drafted several days later and vetted by her publicist.
Whatever Michelle’s rationale for her comments, we just wish someone would turn her mike off.