From his Grammy nomination for Best New Artist to opening for SZA on her SOS Tour, Omar Apollo’s music career continues to move forward at full speed.
But in a new interview, the 25-year-old singer took time out of his hectic schedule to reflect on the the moment he realized he was gay, how his queerness informs his work, and why he just may have the qualities of a great boyfriend.
During a conversation with 55-year-old fashion designer Willy Chavarria for the New York Times, the two gay Mexican-American artists described their joint experiences of being closeted in high school.
Chavarria went first by detailing how he initially dated women in the ’80s.
“Right before I went to high school, I was like, ‘I’m going to be the most sought-after kid in school.’ I went in and dated Susie, I dated Veronica, I was the homecoming king, boom, boom, boom. I did it all in high school and then, as soon as it was over, I left,” said the Senior Vice President of Design at Calvin Klein. “I knew I needed to be free and, to be honest, my sexuality wasn’t fully realized until, well, way after Susie.”
While Apollo grew up three decades later in a more accepting world, he too hadn’t fully come to terms with his authentic self during his high school years.
“No, I didn’t even know I was gay. OK, I did — but not really,” he told the outlet. “I was 17 when it really hit me, and I remember I was in the shower like, ‘Damn, that’s crazy.'” Gays of a certain age could only dream of such a calm, cool, and collected reaction.
Upon making the realization, Apollo said he still didn’t immediately come out and instead “just made music about … things.”
Apollo was 17 in 2014, which is about three years before his song “Ugotme” exploded on Spotify in 2017. In the the years since, he released two EPs, a mixtape, and his debut studio album Ivory in 2022.
His success is all the more sweeter since he’s been able to achieve it while being out and proud.
“I try never to think about the way I’m perceived. It’s impossible for me to force my queerness because it’s just who I am,” the “Evergreen” singer said. “My real-life relationships are the ones I want to tend to. The others are totally beyond my control.”
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“I’m just like, ‘What am I supposed to do?’ It’s terrible. Really heartbreaking.”
Speaking of relationships, Apollo may soon have even more guys knocking down his door because he divulged he’s not a fan of breaking hearts.
“I’d rather be broken up with. I’m an empath — I feel too much of the other person,” he shared. “I don’t know, there’s something nice about sitting with sadness. I’ve been carrying it my whole life.” ¡Ay pobrecito, papi!
While Apollo didn’t mention if there was someone special currently in his life, you’re free to pretend he’s all yours.
While many would love the opportunity to comfort our vulnerable king in real life, staring at some of Apollo’s best pics will just have to do:
@omar.apollo my girl @danielcaesar ♬ original sound – Omar Apollo
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Omar has been a busy boy!
Bengali
He’s simply adorable. Lots of rumors about Omar and Shawn Mendes. I’m doubtful they’re true but I understand why it’s what we wish for.
Pietro D
Speak for YOURSELF.
Why would You wish it? What the hell has it got to do with YOU?
Because you’re gay, that’s is the best you can wish for! OMG!
Pathetic!
dbmcvey
Bengali is speaking for himself. Why are you so angry about a young, successful gay man?
correctio
yeah, chill out Pietro D. they would make a cute couple, it would be fun to think about them together
Pietro D
How nice and totally Non-interesting!
It struck him like a thunderbolt of Divine Inspiration (at 17) while in the shower that he was GAY!
Like – Who cares! I definitely will take a pass on the persona and his music!
dbmcvey
Bitter.
boblrice
Please stop wasting OUR time with having to read past your moronic comments. Some of us are familiar with his work, are fans, and find the article interesting.
Jack
We aren’t interested that your Mom built a kitchenette in the basement so you never have to come upstairs. “Take a pass”…. with your hands off the keyboard, please.
mikhailmaui
Passing on his music? Your loss. He is an AMAZING singer and his music is incredible. Not sure what you are so angry about, but geez, you should get some therapy.
Kangol2
Handsome young man. I hope his career flourishes.
correctio
ditto
Jack
I have worn the grooves off of my copy of Ivory. He’w musically brilliant. I’m thrilled to see more about his personal life. He seems like an old soul.
nm4047
it came out in vinyl? How retro, he wouldn’t have been born when they were the only option.
dbmcvey
Vinyl outsold CDs last year. Of course, most people stream or download.
Desiderata
It’s strange why you refer to them as Mexican American.
Friends in Thailand who have Chinese heritage refer to themselves as Thai Chinese as they love in Thailand and see themselves as Thai.
It’s like these days in America immigrants no longer want to become American, and being American today is very different to bring American 30, 50, 100 years ago.
This fracturing of identity is not good.
A society cannot be multi racial multi cultural.
America for a long time had been multi racial but a mono culture of American.
In Australia my friends all just say they’re Australian, whether they or their patents were born in another country. They’ve adopted Australian culture, which didn’t mean they’ve given up their ancestry. It’s just a different way of dealing with race, culture and how to get along. We’re all Aussies, and I’ve got Asian, Indian, Columbian friends who did far more Aussie than I do, and that’s something to be proud of.
correctio
“A society cannot be multi racial multi cultural” why not? it’s happened before and it will happen again
DBMC
America was never mono culture.
MidCenturyQueen
Maybe because they are comfortable being referred to as Mexican American. Some call ourselves Chicano or LatinX, I prefer Chicano. We are not Mexican, and we have issues with the America you fantasize about. This society is multi racial and multicultural and a whole bunch of other things. Not to mention there is a North America and a South American as well as a Central America. American? Which one?