Padge Victoria Windslowe, who also goes by the names Lillian Languri and Black Madam, is a transgender singer. She’s also allegedly the perpetrator of those silicone butt injections that killed 20-year-old British woman Claudia Aderotimi (who stupidly thought getting discounted cosmetic procedures at a Hampton Inn after meeting her “doctor” on the Internet was a responsible thing to do). For now Windslowe is just “wanted for questioning,” which is police speak for “bring her downtown and get her to say something incriminating.” But maybe these two really were kindred spirits: Like Windslowe, Aderotimi yearned to be in front of the camera; she wanted the injections so she could be a “video girl.” Well, here is Windslowe being a video girl:
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Was Trans Singer Black Madam Making A Side Career Out Of Fatally Injecting Silicone Into Women’s Butts?
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Oh Boy
Illegal silicone is huge with trannys. Some of them I saw in Miami look like they came from another planet.
Lucas
It’s very popular with brazilian ones too, about 4 years ago saw a 19yo transssexual die becuase of this kind of butt injections. Poor kid, whored himself out for months to be able to pay for it so he could look more feminine, and ended up dead.
Tori
@Oh Boy: Can we not use the term tranny?
Tori
@Lucas: Why are you using male pronouns
@Oh Boy: Silicone is huge with a lot of people and not every trans person has plastic surgery.
kayla
A lot of trans women who can’t afford legit hormone therapy (which will give them more feminine features), or who have been refused legit treatment because they have not met the requirements of being truly diagnosed with gender dysphoria, resort to these sort of unhealthy and life threatening measures…..It tends to be minorities who come from financially disadvantaged backgrounds (mainly black and hispanic) who take these risks….
Lucas
@Tori:
Becuase he was basically a guy, hair not that long, he wanted a bigger butt but no breats, wanted to be “in between”. And didn’t have a female name, like most actually in transition have, that’s why I said “he”. He was a very confused kid.
Andrew T
This is shameful. She must — MUST — have known that illegal, unsterilized silicone is extremely dangerous. She’s probably seen the awful-looking results in other transwomen who get infections, pain, and complications from unlicensed practitioners like herself. It’s a well-known practice in the trans community, and it’s also well-known that it’s a terrible idea — you have to be really desperate to consider it. Most likely she just wanted to make a quick buck and didn’t care if she murdered someone.
sweetbrandigirl2004
@kayla: Those that seek these types of options for feminization are not Transsexuals and the reason they choose these methods do so because they can meet the requirements and aren’t GID they simple want to fulfill a fantasy.
thematics
@Kayla:
Ignore sweetbrandigirl: she’s a troll who has been kicked off other sites. She has no MD or PhD and ought not to be defining who does or does not meet criteria for any diagnosis.
Jazminebabe4ever
This really takes me… this whole thing on but injections… i bet the women or men giving them are just praised and the best friend of the person seeking them. that is until something goes wrong. Now they become a killer, monsters & the Hunted. The women that seek these people go and book hotel rooms, not a cosmetic clinic with a plastic surgeon. They know the person is not a doctor, so why is it that the ones seeking to have these injections are exempt of fault if something goes wrong. If your over 18 years of age. you know just what your getting into, I had over 9 of my 15 total injection sessions by this person. and never would i want her to be going through this if something went astray. This was my choice and my choice alone. after about the 12th injection, i had a bit of a side effect, due to me not disclosing the fact that i had taken some Advil which thinned my blood too much and swore to never do this again, and guess what… three month later i was booking another appointment. as long as these injections are not some kind of household product and the injector did not mislead anyone into thinking it was silicone, she should walk free. We live in such a world where everyone wants to take the credit for the good things and past the buck of responsibility when there’s a negative outcome. Just speaking from the heart on this matter. more over, it’s said that Claudia got toasted on 4 LOKO till she past out and hotel help had to roll her up to her room on a wardrobe cart just hours before her incident…People Wake Up!
missanthrope
@sweetbrandigirl2004:
Quit using dead trans people for your bigoted hobby horse. No one cares.
I HATE TRANNYS
@tori.. fuck trannys.. a TRANYY killed my friend Claudia.. FUCK EM ALL
Nena Vidal
@ No. 12 Please don’t use this tragic incident as a way to spread your hate and intolerance onto others. Claudia was just as responsible as Padge aka “Black Madam” for her demise.
Shannon1981
@I HATE TRANNYS: Your very screen name should be illegal on this site. Whatever happened to your friend, my condolences. But any sane person would know that hotel room medical procedures are idiotic.
PleasureVictim79
@ I HATE TRANNYS: What does this and whats under the hood a car have to do with anything? Lol!!!
Messy Cleopatra
Our Way Of Life…
In the news I’ve been seeing so many broadcast and blogs on the hot topic of butt injections, ie… THE BLACK MADAM
Well, it’s twenty years later since my first injections. I was a young and desperate trans girl longing to look and feel more like a true female. Hormones were just not enough, nor did they work as fast to get the changes and softness I as a young trans girl longed for. I remember Getting up on the first day of my injections, my girlfriend and I hopped on the Amtrak train to NYC for our first round of Silicone shots. It was like a birthday celebration to me. Anxiety and Excitement Enthralled me. Once in New York city, we hopped in a taxie and on to uptown and a more passable me we went. As we were buzzed in and Up the elevator into this well kept polished uptown apartment building, my girlfriend and I were welcomed into this very classy looking woman’s apartment . I remember getting up on her table, and it all beginning. It was like hell, I don’t know what I was thinking a silicone jab would actually feel like getting, but never in my wildest imagination did I think it would feel like hells fire up under my skin. The injections were followed by the second burn sensation of crazy glue as my lay nurse sealed off my fresh injection holes from leakage. On with the antiseptic spray and finally some sort of plastic wrap to protect my clothes for our train journey back home. Yes! It’s all over and I survived. The pain was like nothing I ever felt in my life, but once I looked into the mirror as I was putting back on my tights… it was like love at first sight. There I saw the beginning of the hips and buttocks I‘ve always dreamt. No more silhouette of a little boy’s body, that I wanted so much in my youth to commit suicide over. I was a girl now! The hips I new I was meant to have, were finally on their way . From that day forth getting silicone injections was a ritual in my Trans life every other Saturday just as normal as going to church every Sunday.
I am expressing these personal detail of my very private life as a transsexual woman , to allow you the reader into a transgender woman’s world for a better understanding of this thing we do that’s called “Pumping” aka “Sill” aka “ Getting Work” aka “The Candy“… it’s all about, “Our Way Of Life“.
Whether you as an outsider think it’s a Bizarre or weird cure to a cheaper alternative main stream cosmetic body sculpting procedure. Pumping in most cases is the trans woman’s bridge between a life of Passing or a life of Torture, Ridicule and Self Hate by way of not passing while standing out to much as one looks too masculine in woman’s clothes. So please News Casters, Blogers and Main Stream people. Do not knock our way of making it in this Trans hostile world if your not willing to stand up for the Trans community and make changes to help open avenues to help trans woman get better medical care to help legally meet our needs of transitioning. Being able to get “pump” has aloud me and thousands of my trans sisters to live a beautiful normal life free from harassment in such a climate of trans hate by the ability to blend in better because of it.
Now I’m noticing that with these great results that can be obtained through years of perfecting the silicone body sculpting procedure via “getting pumped“, the idea of getting pumped has seemingly bled into the mainstream of genetic female Celebrities, Reality Stars, Strippers and the Common Woman seeking a better self image. Keep in mind, Ladies… with this comes the fact that we as trans woman all get up on the table knowing that something can go wrong. However, it’s a chance to us that’s well worth taking and with all knowledge that the person performing the procedure is not a formally trained doctor, but someone with knowledge of the procedure and has been informally trained through a word of mouth system that has gone on in the Trans community for more than 50 years. These lay practitioners are people willing to help Trans women achieve a better standard of life. Thus if something goes a stray during the procedure, it is well understood that they are to be fully excused of any wrong doing. Let it be known again that this is “our way of life” as the Trans woman and not to be taken as a “trend”. Trans women die from this procedure many times. However, it is a risk well worth taking for the life altering advantages and results, which could lead to a more passable and happy fulfilled life. So please remember why we the Trans Women do this. This is not just something we do for vanity. Getting pumped is a trans woman’s life line. So to our Genitic Female sister, so lucky to have been born in your right body and mind… if you chose to get on the table knowing the dangers of this procedure, you should fall under the same rules of engagement to getting pumped as the trans woman, as far as subjecting your lay doctor to the No Fault Clause if something goes a stray during this procedure… It’s our way of life!
God Bless Claudia Seye Aderotimi’ and the many other trans woman’s lives lost in this struggle of self image insecurities and may they rest in peace. However, what happen to these women was not malice or murder as the media so well puts it, it’s a situation that we the trans woman face everyday we decide to move more closer towards our full transition. Please don’t knock our way of life, especially if your not willing to stand up and lend a helping hand in the trans woman’s struggle to live a well rounded and happy life…
BLACK MADAM is not a murderer, God bless her… Her Work has helped Thousands…